WHERE DID ALL MY MONEY GO I STILL HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO BUY /materialistic forever
god could i just stay here forever because this place, taiwan, it’s perfect, you’re perfect i was - am - supposed to be here - couldn’t i stay here, work in the hospital here, live in this dorm, can’t i stay here forever? i want to stay here where there’s lights and noise and blurs of motorbikes and stifling heat and dirty sidewalks and endless, endless sky
Taiwan is gorgeous and bright and hot and exciting, but moments like this I want to go home. I just hate living with other people. I hate being told what to do and having to listen to people share their altogether uninteresting thoughts. All my life I search for quiet but I can never find it.