All I can say is that Nells severely fucked me up, but that it was also my fault because I wasn’t the greatest to her either. The things she did to me are the immediate reason why things are the way they are and why I’m a terrible person, and the actual root of the problem is exactly what Gus is trying to get me to talk about. It’s also what makes me wear thick socks, tight shoes, and sleep in odd positions.
Back to LJ. Tumblr doesn’t feel like my own.